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01 March 2006
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Trying to update quickly, so that I can watch ANTM in time later. =)You know, really, when you laugh too much in the morning, you'll cry later. That's what i experienced today. The school was crap, in a good way. Laugh till i went mad. Tsk. After that, things got rough and shitty. You see, i joined SYF cos both of you asked me to. And i did it. But, i did it kinda reluctantly. Cos i din't want it in the first place. But, fine, since all 3 of us were gonna be together, I'm okay with it. I'm fine, seriously. But, when NDP came along, both of you wanted to join it. Fine lah, i can understand that you're in sec3, and you aren't facing your O level this year. So you don't have a good excuse to not join. Fine, but see. I joined because of you. And, now, both of you want to leave, and join NDP instead. If it doesn't clash, I'm freaking fine with it. But, since it clashes, then.. If you find replacement for it, then won't that mean that I'll be left effing alone? And then, what's the effing reason i join this effing thing in the first place thenn? Okay then, I'm still fine with that, but.. You came up to my face, so happy, speaking so damn loudly, that you're gonna find a fucking replacement for youself. WOW. I think, some people forgot I'm in sec4, and will be facing my O level. Or some forgot that, I do know NDP is once in a lifetime, but that is not a fucking reason to keep saying it in my face. Or maybe, they just forgot that I too, have feelings. NICE. Someone tell me, what shit did i get myself into? How great. Ever get the fucking feeling when they just leave you alone ; LIKE SERIOUSLY ALONE at the last minute? Call me fucking emotional or whateverfuck. I can't be bothered. Seriously. Not anymore. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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